First... a little journaling:

W emails me today after a week of n/c. Some discussion about financials. Then mentions that the kids will be ready for regular pickup time tomorrow to go to my folks for Easter. She will not come along but thanks for offer.

NB: Finally she made her decision about whether she will go or not, or at least finally let me know what her decision is.

I responded back to her thanking her for the financial info and a little bit more that I'll mention below. Also said too bad she wasn't going to join us for Easter. Told her to have a good Easter.

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The extra bit is:

Looks like I may have failed in my bid to renew my lease for the year. Not for sure, for sure. But I found out landlord was "showing" the place today. That sux. That means I'll have to move in with my folks for a bit and will loose my primary business and revenue.

That's fine. I have some options and I won't get down on this. But that does mean that I will be an hour away from my kids rather than five minutes from them. That make quite an impact regarding visits and custody.

Oh well, what can I do. I made my bed when I chose to move out. I will have to face the consequences of the now and work hard to make my situation better.