Tough day today. I got up, did some laundry, and cleaned the whole house, top to bottom. It was tough for a couple reasons - my W was packing stuff to move out and the other was she never really wanted this house because of the size - so cleaning it was humbling. I did admit so to her. We had an Easter egg hunt inside with my S becuase it was raining all day. He enjoyed it. We ended up later going out shopping for a laptop and new TV for my W. We went to dinner afterword. She said it's been a really tough week for her, partly becuase of our talk on Sunday night. She said she really didn't want to have that conversation because of the pain it brought back. Man, I am feeling a lot of pain today! Her pain AND my pain! I just want to blow this whole thing up and start over with my W and S so badly!!!
