I stayed busy all day again, then went on a 7 mile run tonight. To be honest though, part of my motivation to run is that I know my W can see how much I run, and also that I am doing things, not just sitting around missing her.
But at the end of the day, I am running for me and nobody else.
W tm me tonight, and wanted to know if I am still playing words with friends with her ( on the iPhone ). I told her I was, but I have been really busy. She replied, ok.
The other day she started 2 different games with me. Bf I could not even get her to play with me. The first day I played one word with her, but I have not played since.
Do I want to play with her, yes.
Do I think it is a good idea, no.
Will I play with her, occasionally.
I feel like she has got to be thinking about me this week. With all of the contact from her, and now she is concerned about a silly game???
I wanted to respond that were really not friends right now, so I don't feel comfortable playing it with you. But of course, I wouldn't say that.
Any way, while I was on my run, I was running past our house and a song was plaing that reminded me of my sitch, and I started to tear up for a minute bi focused on my run, and felt alot better.
Well, that's it. A long post about nothing really important.
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