I am still doing ok today. I kept very busy yesterday. I began a new project in the house, one that I will have to learn on the way: How to Tile a Floor.

I think that helped me out a lot. Its is something new, something that I needed to get done, It will make my house look better, and It will keep my busy.

After I got done, I called my neighbor to see if he and his W wanted to go to the beach and go fishing tomorrow, which they do. This was also a first for me. I had never spoken to him on the phone before, and I was hesitant to call him. But I figured I would try something different here too. And then they invited me to come over, and we hung out, drank a couple of beers and ate. So, It was a good night, and out of the ordinary for me.

Today, I got up and went to the gym. Had a good workout and feel good. I am going to keep working out like I used to bf the bomb. Quiting the gym hasn't done me any good, and I am running so much these days I am losing the little bit of extra weight that I have always had a problem with, which means I feel better about myself.

I say all of this, bc it seems the more positive things I am doing for myself, the better I feel. There is a little voice in the back of my head reminding me about my W and my sitch, but I am not paying it that much attention right now.


If this is detaching, I need to keep it up!!


BITS

M:34 W:28
SD:9
D:6 (pr)
M:3 T:6
Separated 1/16/11
ILYBNILWY 10/25/10
PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10

I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...