At the end of the day you need to do what you think best, but this sounds like a date. What does DR say about dating your WAS?
IMO being putting on a happy face and acting as if this is just another day to get on with life will have more impact and will not set you up for another rollercoaster ride.
BITS Me 55, ACK, when did that happen? Doesn't feel like 55 D 30 S 27
You create your own universe as you go along - Winston Churchill
