I got home from work this morning and ran 3 miles. It was tough at first being that I worked all night, but it felt good when I was done.
W text me shortly after I got done.
W: u awake?
M: Just got done running
W: I am jealous! I haven't ran all week and feeling withdrawls but I was able to spend the week with D
M: thats good. I have ran alot this month but haven't got to the gym
W: I saw on runkeeper. I'm on my way.
When W dropped off my SD, I was outside finishing stretching. We talked for a min about SD, she gave me her clothes, said she was starting to cry and had to go. I said bye and she left.
Several hours later, W tm me again.
W: Did D leave already?
M: In a few minutes
W: sorry I started crying
M: no problem
M: Both the girls keep asking to leave for XXX. They're excited.
W: I bet. D was in a good mood this morning. I am glad I got to spend the last two nights with her.
W: I wanted to see SD too, but thought it would be too hard this morning.
M: Good. I am glad she is excited too. She was playing my electric guitar this morning.
W: good, how are your parents?
M: Good. Same as always. Excited to have the girls.
W: I wanted to see them but wasn't sure how it would have felt
W: I'm going to start crying again and I have to get ready for work..I am going to let you go for now.
M: ok
Overall, I think I handled everything very well today, and I felt good about it too. I don't know why she is crying? other than she is not as happy as she would want me to believe she is. or who knows.
My girls were both very excited today, and we had a good morning with my parents. After they left, I went to the gym and had a good workout. Now I am going to stay busy around the house for the next 2 days. This is the first weekend I have been alone without any kids, and my inlaws went out of town this weekend. So it is just me. I feel pretty good right now, and I hope by staying busy I will continue to.
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M:34 W:28 SD:9 D:6 (pr) M:3 T:6 Separated 1/16/11 ILYBNILWY 10/25/10 PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10
I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...