I am trying. Sometimes I think I am starting to detach without thi king about it, by virtue of the rollercoaster. It's a rough ride. Then other times, I get sucked back in.

Trust me, I am not over thinking the contact either. I obviously think about it, but I don find myself reading into it as much as I used to. I am just getting tired and worn out/down.

BITS

M:34 W:28
SD:9
D:6 (pr)
M:3 T:6
Separated 1/16/11
ILYBNILWY 10/25/10
PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10

I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...