Well, the prayers were definitely answered bc I got the girls for the long easter weekend. Me and W met and chatted for a good hour. She was very calm and even apologized for quite a bit of stuff. We came to a bunch of agreements regarding the kids. She knows that she's made some bad decisions and met some bad people. She is distancing herself from them as well - including her mom.

She did say that she loves me as a father and a friend but that we just shouldn't be married. I'm ok with that. I don't want that but it's her desire and as a 180, I'm letting her have this wish. She may come back to me but chances are she won't and I'm ok with it.

Now it's time for me to continue to heal but the difference is now, I have more of a plan for my kids.

I'm not letting my guard down with this MLCer but am enjoying this moment.

I still have to get all of the paperwork regarding her felon friend just in case. I'm not letting anything go by on this one.

m 40
w 38
married 15
together 18
d11, d8
bomb 12/19/10
2nd bomb 3/30/11
COMPLETELY DONE