The big punch

[Redo]

Thanks 2step. I really appreciate your feedback. I am having all these feelings because that is how our relationship was. Looking back it was unhealthy.

Somehow i always ended up placing a bigger trust on my wife than myself. That is why i always end up second guessing myself when it came to our relationship. Now i am having to learn a lot of 'adult' relationship stuff and i am finding it hard. But i have to push myself here if i want a healthy relationship for my future.