Lately there has been more and more comments from H about real life, our hurdles to jump yet, things about other people. One that still sticks with me was his comment about a female that kept her partner away and wouldn't let him close. Something about the way he said it made me wonder if he was refering to me.
I feel like I haven't been able to let my walls down and let H be close, at the same time wondering does he want to be close? I rethink the days when our R was new and H said he would be too shy to tell me his feelings and thoughts. Now to me H doesn't seem like a shy guy at all, but that's his interpretation of himself.
Time for another babystep of my own.
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
