No worries 9. I have not posted that much on my thread anyway AND I just posted to your thread instead of mine.


I will respond more later. Just picked my D up and have to get ready for work soon.

I woke up and tm W.

M: did you decide what you were going to do.

W: no, i think maybe I just need to spend time alone with D tonight, nlbut I really want to see SD.

(translation: OM will be here tonight, so I cant take SD tonight)

M: I am just going to take D to your parents like I planned.

W: ok

This stuff is driving me crazy. I know I am letting it happen though. She just has to push my buttons. Why even ask if you don't want to do what you are asking.

I need to get to a place where I don't let this bother me, that I don't hang on to every word.

My goal for the next week is to not talk to her at all. Just go dark for a week. Maybe I will email her work let her know when my parents will be coming back to town with the girls.

This kind of life is absolutely crazy!!!!!!!!


BITS

M:34 W:28
SD:9
D:6 (pr)
M:3 T:6
Separated 1/16/11
ILYBNILWY 10/25/10
PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10

I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...