No worries 9. I have not posted that much on my thread anyway AND I just posted to your thread instead of mine.
I will respond more later. Just picked my D up and have to get ready for work soon.
I woke up and tm W.
M: did you decide what you were going to do.
W: no, i think maybe I just need to spend time alone with D tonight, nlbut I really want to see SD.
(translation: OM will be here tonight, so I cant take SD tonight)
M: I am just going to take D to your parents like I planned.
W: ok
This stuff is driving me crazy. I know I am letting it happen though. She just has to push my buttons. Why even ask if you don't want to do what you are asking.
I need to get to a place where I don't let this bother me, that I don't hang on to every word.
My goal for the next week is to not talk to her at all. Just go dark for a week. Maybe I will email her work let her know when my parents will be coming back to town with the girls.
This kind of life is absolutely crazy!!!!!!!!
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M:34 W:28 SD:9 D:6 (pr) M:3 T:6 Separated 1/16/11 ILYBNILWY 10/25/10 PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10
I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...