i find it funny that u can be so easily pissed off at me after everything that u've done yes i was asking u to show me some luv at 7:30am but fro this answer i see now that it is a problem for u its effort ur not prepared to show me. u say theres no way ur living like this, living like what? making ur excuses to be angry with me all the time, making ur excuses as to why u cant show me any luv right now cos ur busy, ur tired, u have things to do thats what shows u care cos despite it all u make the time but again ur tellting me i not worth ur time i'm not worth ur effort despite everything u have put me through u find it so easy to luv others just not me. it sickens me to say it but we need to seperate
this is the text i have just sent him, i think really i should be posting under WAW.
ive turned off my phone i'm interested in what he has to say right now i feel it is about me for once.
although its my house were in i'm trying to find somewhere i can stop for a few nights i dont want to be here if he comes back tonight i dont want to see him pack his stuff and leave although its what ive asked him to do
i'm so scared right now, i can hardly breathe and feel overwhelmed but i also feel a sense of relief, i dont know all the consequences for telling him to go but right now i feel come what may
heavan help me i have a splitting headache ight now, please let me find the strength
