Thank You kml! He is on Dostinex among a few other things. I thought about calling his doctor but then figured he would not see me. I am sure he has is dosage conrolled but he is on a few other things such as Ambien and a small dose of a anti-depressant. I will do some more research ASAP as well as look at the link.
abbey, I am not planning on changing who I am. I am a christian woman who was tought to love those who do not love me. I will continue to love him regardless of how he treats me. I refuse to let this turn ugly. I am pretty sure he is planning something for Friday (i.e. filing for D) as I heard him talking on the phone behind closed doors last night. I think I would feel better if I knew for sure that it was only about our marriage, but he also has unresolved childhood issues big time, depression, and anger issues. All of which he would of course deny. I would hate to throw away 15 years if there are other causes. He is just so stubborn that he refuses help and denies there is anything else other than his unhappiness in our marriage that is causing his decisions.
GAL is definitely counter-intuitive as it feels as if I am giving up trying to fix the situation. I feel that if I stop focusing on it then it will crumble even faster. AAAAGGGHHHH!
Thank You all for your support in these unbelievably trying times!
