confused bolt

[Bolt]

The W and I had a talk last night and the R did come up. I asked what we were doing and she reiterated that we were done. That she was done and has been for a long time. That there's nothing I can do.

I guess I just have to come to that conclusion as well and realize that my family is now different. There aren't 4 of us but 3. I'm not happy about it but I can't fight for something when my partner is no longer my partner.

I'm not too sure this is MLC. She's simply moved on and is unwilling to even think about getting back. She was very calm and actually kind about it last night. She apologized and said she doesn't like hurting me but she can't be in this relationship anymore.

I'm not exactly devastated but just sad. A little depressed but mostly sad that the life I thought I was going to have the rest of my life no longer exists.

This will take me some time but I will survive. I need to own this pain and sadness and eventually move on.