25yearsmic, I did contrast my life with his. I divorce busted for 1 year. I stood while he divorced me and prayed instead of attending court. I detached, I moved on, I was giving up on him. I was ready to graduate with a Masters. He came running back crying and asking for forgiveness. Asking for re- marriage. However, he never resolved his issues in the first place just masked his depression about his low self- esteem and MLC. I just had his family leave my house and spoke to him. He does not want me to leave this state because he wants his security in me. However, the stakes are different now. I am alone here with no family, no grandchildren. I have to make a decision to sign a year contract by May 3rd. This time, me moving on may have to be forever
