Sorry B, don't get HBO. Antonia, thanks for the quote. I know you are all 100% guaranteed positively right. It's just a piece of paper. The only finality there is to it is if it if meant to be over.
Had lunch with H's aunt, our realtor, and she gave me the copies of where he has been the one stalling on getting the house listed. She also told me that of the ones that will talk about H's behavior, they believe he is going to hit rock bottom sooner rather than later, but we will see.
Also got a call from my L today, saying the paperwork is all typed up for my court appearance, and I'm going by to read them and sign off on them tomorrow.
Another big storm front heading right for my town. They are telling people on the news if you know someone in M___, call and tell them to be prepared. Joy! If I drink enough Bloody Marys, I won't give a shat.
Thanks everyone for your unwavering support and friendship.