Soooooooooooooo glad you are back. I am backing off waaaay off. At this point there is nothing to save. Nothing to hold on to. The D has happened and my D was not busted sorry to report.
I am not waiting. I am moving along with my life. I still feel the loss and I still have the pain but I really believe there is nothing left for me to do at this point.
I am starting to imagine my life without her, something I have not been able to do before and while it is still very hard to do I have to think about it and begin to learn how to accept it.
Please tell your commander that you have other pressing issues to take care of and that you will not be available to future trips. It is not like LT have a whole lot do anyways.
