Oh and let me give you this quote that a friend told me which is in a book called Stone Gods by Jeannette Winterson: "Close your eyes and sleep. Close your eyes and dream. This is one story. There will be another."
There is always another story. Everything that "ends" sparks a new beginning. The seeds of that beginning are all around you; you just can't see them sprouting through your grief but believe it, they are there.
M45 Bomb 6/09; EA 6/10; Divorced 1/11 Proud single mom of 7 little feline girls and one little feline boy "Fall down 53 times. Get up 54." -- Zen saying