Oh Punkin, you sound like me with the depression--I sleep a lot anymore. I stay up pretty late but I take a fair amount of naps, and I'm not on a regular anti-d. but I have one that I can take if I feel I won't sleep plus some anti-anxiety meds. I feel that depression reaching for me too of late. I am tired of it. Emotionally exhausted in finding ways to "fight" the depression and low mood swings off.

I know this is a an awful time for you as it was for all of us who are past it, but Beatric is right it will sort of feel like a weight off when it is over. The anxiety of things "pending" is probably half of the reason many of us have depression. The other half is because of the grief and anguish. When things stop pending, especially BIG things, you will get some room to breathe.

Hugs to you...


M45
Bomb 6/09; EA 6/10; Divorced 1/11
Proud single mom of 7 little feline girls and one little feline boy
"Fall down 53 times. Get up 54." -- Zen saying