Thanks to you all who posted here. I am numb this morning,didn't do much crying,which is always good....I am going to keep busy at work for that helps me alot...I work in a call center for a hosp.so the rings constantly.... I saw my husband for the 1st time in over a yr.on friday...he looks so much like my husband did before he left,except his hair is down past his shoulders ,the deer look in his eyes is gone,he seems to be happy..... Did some talking,hugging,....BUT he still blames ME for our problems....said we could never get ahead in our finances.blah blah blah. we were always behind on our bills.... I asked him how that differed from his new life now??? He is behind on his bills so what chg'd????? HE DIDNT HAVE AN ANSWER
