Irma,

Mine's coming up soon, and I know how you are feeling. I pray that God send you comfort and rest. Tomorrow is a new day! A start-over, even when we didn't know we wanted or needed one.
Take a few days for just yourself and re-assess what YOU want. Even dream a little. Did you know you can live in Panama with a beach front home for as little as $500/month? LOL

Honestly, ((hugs)) and warm wishes to you.