Had to work yesterday,No contact at all from W. Around 4 W called and asked when I will be home so she could make dinner???? WTF! Got home and she decided on takeout instead, came back in 1 hour and sat on the couch with kids and I. No R talks no physical contact ect. She is graduating May 6th with masters degree in social work (crazy huh!) I was offer to attend but my job entails every saturday so I wont be there

Really hurts like hell she also made a famed picture montage of "her life" Included pics of everyone even my family but I was not included... went till I was at work by myself before I lost it

So hard to detatch,dont really know what that means,i need examples feels like its getting close to the end, overwhelmed by despair most of the time but I dont show it to her

I feel like I lost my compass.