We would LOVE to see you in the alt!!!! Many of us have chosen names in the alt that are very similar to our names here. If you create an account with your nome de plume and then ask to be a friend of MWD we should be able to find you. Let us know when you do that so we can look for you, OK? I think of going into the alt as kind of like entering the afterlife. You go in not knowing what to expect, and then friendly people find you and tell you how to find others. Cadet was the person who first found me and I was able to find others after that.
I DO need to post an update. I am talking with Jody on Wednesday to discuss what has happened since X-MIL's funeral. I have gone to two movies with XH and played TT twice as well. I sense a change in XH's attitude, but am trying to have no expectations. I sense that X-SIL is trying to encourage XH and me to reconnect. A week ago I prayed for direction. I think prayer is very cathartic and from a medical perspective I think prayer is very healing. I feel as though I have been stretched to my limit. XH's financial advisor invited me to church with him and his W. I went. The sermon was about how when we are in the 25th mile of a marathon, we need to ask for God's help to finish the race. Since my prayer last week, I have received several "signs" (unusual occurrences) that all seemed to indicate I should continue to DB XH.........Hopefully I can post in the next 1-2 days.
Sanderika, we are thinking about you. Please let us know when you make your account in the alt. We will watch for you.
