I had a fairly good day yesterday. Went to the Ritz Carlton at Half Moon Bay with a co-worker for lunch. Walked the coast trail and went down to the beach so I could put my toes in the sand. We went back to the hotel and sat on the terrace and enjoyed some wine and then some hot tea when the breeze shifted. It was beautiful. I kept thinking of how much I'd love to bring H there. I kept looking at all the couples. I enjoyed the company of my friend and had a good time but still had some lonely thoughts.
H sent me a "How's it going?" text this evening. I responded that I was good and had experienced my first earth quake today. He asked if I was okay and I said it was pretty short and just shook the building...no damage. He didn't respond after that. I'm guessing he was going to ask me for divorce paperwork and decided not to when he found out I was out of state.
I think it's interesting how he only contacts me during the week. His weekends are consumed with OW. SS was out of town this weekend so I'm guessing they spent the weekend together...from what I saw of his 4 square updates. I know, I shouldn't look but I can't stop myself.
I keep hoping his R with OW will end but I don't see that happening. It's so hard to have hope.
