I hear what you are saying Country. When she asked what I was doing tomorrow I was vague and did not give her any info, other than I would be gone all day. She prodded me for more, but I didnt elaborate.

As far as the surf board, idk. I don't like to lie. I felt it was better to just not respond at all, and she never asked again. I remember when we firs started dating, she borrowed her XH board so we could go surfing. I am not going to play into that at all.

As far as being upbeat, I am doing the best I can, especially being that we talk over tm, which makes it difficult sometimes.

I am feeling a little better today, and I really believe that it will be her loss if she D me. No that I want her to, you know.


BITS

M:34 W:28
SD:9
D:6 (pr)
M:3 T:6
Separated 1/16/11
ILYBNILWY 10/25/10
PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10

I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...