Just sending you hugs! I don't think there is anything to say to make this easier but I agree with BM on counting down the days! Your sig says it all "Live your Life or it will Live you"...counting down the days is making IT live you!
Hang in there! You never know what life is going to throw atcha!
M48 H53 M16 T18 S16 D13 SS30 H drops bomb PA/8-30-09 H leaves 12-30-09 D filed by H 2-10 H asks to come home 4-11 Piecing