Funny, last week I dreamed W wanted to reconcile and was actually being nice for a change. In fact that one really upset me after I woke up. I might have even woken up because of it.

I guess I was upset because it was in such stark contrast to the reality of the sitch. (like dreaming you won the lottery and then you wake up) I don't know if God was trying to tell me not to give up or nothing at all, but I have been really detaching hard.

Except this week is a little blue, because Thursday (4/21) is mediation, and the anticipation is affecting me a little emotionally.

Holy Thursday, who would have guessed.

Me 53 XW 50
M 18 Years +2
S14 D19
Bomb 10-24-10
Served 1-27-11
Mediate 4-21-11
Civil D Final 6-2-11
No church anullment
"A man is not finished when he is defeated, he is finished when he quits."