Beyond Depression..but still a losing battle?

[awest1217]

Lucky I am so sorry this is happening, but I am glad you are taking action. H should never ever threaten you and I am glad you got the restraining order. I know it is horrible, but since you have kept all the IMs that will help your case showing he is unstable. Best case now is a judge refuses visitation and the restraining order holds. How are your inlaws with this? Are they watching S at all? Because it will be hard on them to tell their son to not come over.

I hope things get better. I would also recommend that you go see a C just to make sure you have someone to help you deal with what is going on. Plus this will help your case showing how you are getting help for yourself as well through this to make sure you can be the best mom possible as you already are.

Hang in there, and I will pray it all gets done quickly.