Starsky, you are right. And I am scared.

She has my kids. I do not have the financial ability to fight her. I am waiting, hoping she will come to her senses. I do not know where to begin, but I do not want to go to the "authorities" to solve this.

I am afraid that if I complain, if I say my peace and piss her off, she will withhold the kids from me. She has done it before. She hides it under "the kids have plans".

I don't know what to do.