Yeah, I know, it all sounds really good in theory while my heart continues hurting, but I think the sooner I can hold the possibility of us reuniting as being totally equal to the possibility of us never reuniting, maybe then I'll feel more balanced. Maybe then I'll feel more calm and secure within myself.
More stable and grounded in the now. I'm just feeling a little melancholy at the moment.
Hmm.
What song could I use right now.
Ha!
H R Pufnstuf! Whose your friend when things get rough! H R Pufnstuff Can't do a little cause he can't do enough!
I never understand that last line. Kind of like another zen koan or something...
I am being the possibility of:
1) Integrity 2) Loving myself completely. 3) Things flowing naturally between us, without any fear or attachment to the outcome.
