Bad night last night. I am just so frustrated right now. We saw eachother yesterday morning. Everything was great. Then last night he was supposed to pick up D so she could spend time with him. He decided though to go out with a friend and not let me know. Which I was nice about but there was a different tone in his voice. Something changed. We also had plans today for the 3 of us to go to a local event - just for an hour or so together then he could spend the rest of the day with her. Well that apparently changed last night also. He was just not the same person I have been hanging out with for the last few weeks. It keeps running through my mind that he talked to the OW and she is going to push us apart again. Everytime he is going to see her and everytime he comes back he is a different person and is absent from our lives for a while again. Then again maybe it was a bad day at work but this is all so frustrating and I just dont know what to do. I am not sure I can handle him pulling away from us again. Especially seeing what it does to our D.
I am guessing though he is upset I am not letting him take our D to the OWs place for Easter. (Although I didnt put it that way). Our D and I have had a trip planned for a couple of months to go visit his mom and my parents - 8 hours away the wknd of the 30th of April. He suddenly last week asked if he could take our D back to his hometown (8 hours away) for Easter. I said I dont think she would want to make the trip 2 weekends in a row - I know I wouldnt. The conversation was dropped. Since then I have talked to Hs mom and she is not even going to be around for Easter. So apparently his plan was to take our D to the OWs familys place for easter. I understand she wld be with her daddy but she doesnt know the OW or her kids or her family. And they have only been dating a few months. So Im guessing the upset in his voice last night was he talked to the OW and they discussed how mean I was for not letting our D go back with him. So what do I do? Just leave him alone for 2 weeks now because I guess he is going to pull away from me again. It is days like today that I think I should just ask him for the papers so we can proceed with the divorce but in my heart that is not what I want.
