Hi Shel. I'm glad that you are having such a great time in California. It is good to get away sometimes even though it is for work.
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I get sad...I miss my relationship with H. I realize he's no longer the same person and it breaks my heart that the future I thought we had is gone. I keep hoping he'll wake up...realize OW is a controlling witch after him for his money and want me back but I don't see that happening...it's like he feels he made this choice and now needs to make the best of it. I pray for him...I pray for me to do the right things...to know what my path is and have the guidance and strength to walk it.
Yeah, me too. She was my best friend for 25 years. Now what do I do? I miss being able to talk to her. We used to have some great conversations. As for waking up, I hear that most of them do, but it is a slow process.
Keep your chin up. (I hear) it gets better.
Take care and keep in touch!
Tad
Currently: M 56 XW 57 Sons 38,33,31,29
The Sitch: Married 26 years EA w/ OM 9/10 Bomb 10/10 (5 weeks after 25th anniversary) Sep 12/10 She wants D 1/11 W files 5/11 D final 10/11 XW marries OM 6/13