I know you don't want to be on your own. I don't either!
But you won't be.
Setting up the crib must have been hard. It's the weekend now, and maybe before H gets home and since you're getting close to delivering, you can just do a little bit of nothing here and there - watch a movie, kick your feet up, have a friend over while you rest on the couch to keep you company. Just keep is simple, and easy, and try to send some positive vibes to H. It's the hardest thing to do in times like this, but it does help you soften... (I've tried this so many times, and it is so hard, but it helps me not walk around feeling anxious/angry/exhausted...as much as I am when I keep obsessively thinking about him/wrongs, etc.)
