Good for you getting that crib together. I bet it's beautiful. I am sorry you are having so much anxiety, I suffer from it daily and I know how hard it can be to manage. Add a disturbing nightmare into the mix and for me, it makes getting out of bed almost impossible.
Please, please take care of yourself. You need to take it easy for you and for your precious baby girl. Put your feet up. Light some candles, listen to some soothing music.
You are so strong.
"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack." ¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤