Hey Awest, sorry I have been so absent. Unfortunately, I've been dealing with awful circumstances. =(
It's interesting what you said the other day about feeling insecure and not feeling like enough. I was just processing those feelings for myself too. Guys have started expressing interest in me, but i can't seem to get over all the emotional damamge H did to my self-confidence. I know in my brain that I'm a strong, smart, beautiful woman, but I battle the "why would he like me" thoughts. I think this is especially more difficult when a breakup is caused by an affair, b/c it's like he picked someone else over me, so I must not be good enough. (I learned more about H's "perfect" OW3 last week, so that is not helping these feelings). I just have to remind myself that I am more than good enough and better and stronger than ever now, and that H is just an idiot for letting me go in the first place. Glad you are doing better now, but I definitely understand those feelings.
It's great to have the spring weather in full swing now. It's so great how much work you are putting into your house so that it can be a place where you feel pride and joy to live. Good luck with the resale this weekend!
Me 27; H 28; S 2 Togeth 9; M 4 Sep 11/14/08 EA OW1 Sep 08 EA OW2 Mar 09 EA OW3 Jun 10
