Cautiously optimistic

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Mach-
Your last line really spoke to me. It is so true.
My past isn't my fault, and if I continue down this path I'm going to ruin my future. I don't want that. I don't want that for me and I don't want that for my kids. They deserve the best of me. I deserve the best of me.

I have made a lot of positive changes. I've let all my anger go, and I am more loving to everyone around me. That was a big problem for me. The even bigger problem is my self image and self esteem. I have to work on that.

I know I do.

I don't know how to start. Can someone please give me a tip on how to start. Seriously, I need to be told how to.

I have read about co dependency and I know that is what I am. I don't want to be that way anymore. I don't.

Wanting and doing are two different things.