Thank you all for your support - really makes a difference as you all know.
I am in a very reflective mood right now, trying to break down my true feelings, needs and desires. I feel like I am in a constant state of confusion. One minute I am confident, I know this is what I want and what is best for me. The next moment I completely change my mind or a better word for it is "doubt" my cofindence. There are days when I feel so completely opposite of myself that I wonder what has happened.
seriously, am I going through my own MLC? Because I seem insane.
TAMF m:41 xh:41 T: 20 M: 15 D: 16 D: 14 Bomb dropped: 7/3/10 separated: 7/15/10 H moved in to new apt. with OW: 7/1/11 divorced: 8/26/12