Thank you all for your support - really makes a difference as you all know.
I am in a very reflective mood right now, trying to break down my true feelings, needs and desires. I feel like I am in a constant state of confusion. One minute I am confident, I know this is what I want and what is best for me. The next moment I completely change my mind or a better word for it is "doubt" my cofindence. There are days when I feel so completely opposite of myself that I wonder what has happened.
seriously, am I going through my own MLC? Because I seem insane.
TAMF m:41 xh:41 T: 20 M: 15 D: 16 D: 14 Bomb dropped: 7/3/10 separated: 7/15/10 H moved in to new apt. with OW: 7/1/11 divorced: 8/26/12
Nah, you're not insane. Insane people don't ask or wonder if they're insane.
You're still spinning at times is all. You haven't been at this a year yet. It takes a while to get it all sorted out for yourself and even then sometimes you'll catch yourself spinning.
Trick is to figure out what triggers set you off and be conscience of them so you can control it.
