2.....


How long do you think it took her to make the decision to leave ?


How long did it take for your relationship to crumble ?


What did you expect to happen when you got there ?


Forget the pressure, forget the guilt, forget you forcing your control on this....

You are still trying to talk your way out of this situation that you acted your way into....

While your interactions where fantastic ( from a 'new you' perspective ), they were still forced interactions.

Let this trip rest for a while....

Let it sit on a shelf , and see what happens for a while...

Be busy elsewhere...