You are correct. I do go out with friends, and yes I do spend quite a bit of time talking about my sitch. It consumes me. I do need to stop and GAL for myself. I am going to try really hard to not contact him at all today, and if he contacts me, I am not going to respond. I need to take back some of the power I have given to him. I know this.
I guess I've been so afraid that if I ignore him then he'll think I am no longer interested in working on our M. I have to do something different. What I am doing is not working. At all.
I need to find me again.
"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack." ¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤
