Sigh here we go again, got back from work. Things seemed alright, she was cooking dinner through a couple of interactions I could tell that she was not in a good mood but was trying to be friendly. I would do seemingly innocuous things I could tell in her actions that they would annoy her, but she would push them away. We got through dinner, laughed a little while watching TV, and then she suggested we go get the ingredients to make margaritas. I was pleasantly surprised and agreed, I was also thinking that she wanted to loosen up so we could ML tonight. We got what we needed, I still felt like I was walking on eggshells. Then as we were getting in the car from the liquor store one of the bags pressed the panic button on my car keys. The car went off, and she got upset, said how dare I humiliate her like that. I tried explaining but she just said, let;s get out of here. So we did, she calmed down and then said let's go to safeway to pick up limes for the Margaritas, we did. Then at safeway she got "annoyed" at how I was driving the cart saying it was annoying because I either followed her too closely or too far. The last straw was at the ice cream aisle when she stopped suddenly I stopped thinking she wanted to look at something then said: Why did you stop?! I was going to tell you something but nevermind, you can come back for it later. We checked out, but she was being very moody. Then on the way home she said: Is there anything else I can do. I replied not in this town (we live in a very small town) anything we do now will keep us from doing something on the weekend. She groaned in reluctant agreement and I drove home. Once home she started talking about how she can't stand me and is starting to be annoyed at me again. (What I call WAW mode). I tried saying some reassuring words and to not make a big deal of this. She sat on the couch I did too and turned on the TV. After a few minutes she got up, got in her and drove away....She'll probably be back in an hour or so....just don't know in what mood, and how much of a setback this is. SIGH gotta keep DBing, just hate how this setback SOOOO doesn't seem like my fault. Almost feel like she sabotaged our margarita night on purpose because of some insecurity she may be feeling. It's going to be really hard not to be resentful once she returns.
