I am feeling a bit lonely right now. As many people know nights can be the most difficult sometimes.
I can't help wonder and want to ask her "Why did you marry me if you weren't willing to work on things that needed work?"
But this is what we've got.
For whatever reason, this is where we are at and I am continuing to maintain my peace with it.
Thinking of Cat4 who said to work on balance.
Which reminds me...
"When a cat is dropped, it always lands on its feet. When a piece of toast is dropped, it always lands with the buttered side facing down. I propose to strap buttered toast to the back of a cat; the two will hover, spinning, inches above the ground. With a giant buttered cat array, a high-speed monorail could easily link New York with Chicago." - John Frazee
I am being the possibility of:
1) Integrity 2) Loving myself completely. 3) Things flowing naturally between us, without any fear or attachment to the outcome.
