Trying to get serious about DB again

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Thank you both. H isn't a WAH anymore, at least not a true alien. He is here, trying to make it work. I guess we are piecing but that board is forum is pretty lonely. I think my trust issues wouldn't be so bad if we had R talks other than "are we ok?" "Yes were ok". I feel needy, need validation. Not good DB. So I really struggle here. H is trying but he's leery of my changes too. I need to GAL more, build a self esteem. I have a fake one covering massive insecurities and self doubt. Fake it til you make it.