No word from H at all today, except to ask me this morning how I was feeling. I know I shouldn't care, but I do.
I went to the Dr today to try to figure out why I've been feeling so crappy, and turns out my blood sugar is low. That would explain the weak feeling and not having much energy. Tonight I made dinner for the first time in like, ages, and actually ate. Quite a bit. I've lost almost 25lbs. In 2 1/2 months and I don't feel healthy. Something has got to give.
I also went for a walk tonight with a friend and that felt good also. I've been cooped up pretty much all week and it has been very hard on me emotionally. Too much time to think.
I seriously don't know how to not make this about him, and about me.
"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack." ¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤
