Country Well I do feel I am deep into the friend zone, I get what your saying. It is a fine line, being there for her and being needy. One of the reasons we broke up was bc we lost our friendship. She lost trust in me, felt she couldn't tell me about things important to her, and that makes it very hard to stay intimate. I know there is OM and I most certainly know that the WAW is almost unpredictable, I need her to she me as a rock for her. I need to have an ace in the hole on the OM. I think it will help me in the long run.
More people are finding out about the OM. We live in a small area and people love to gossip. I am embarrassed. Takes a huge tole on your manhood. Need to stay busy with D2 this weekend and keep my mind under control.
