W went to bar tonite, called me and asked if I would like to join her not as a DATE but hanging out. I did not bite at the bait. W rationalized that it was crunch time and she needed it. Whatever.I feel she asked me to join her so she could rationalize her behavior, 1 hour promise to S11 turned to 3hrs. now she texted me to "call me" let her rot.

had a good day with the pastor and walked out feeling good.

Growing stronger every day!