Am I ever going to have a normal, healthy relationship?
DG, The good news is you will have a better, healthy R in the future. The bad news is it's going to time time to heal yourself from this tragic event. It is a process we all have to go through.
Focus on your half of the M that was not healthy, start there. Improve your relationship skill with you family and friends first. Read, learn self improve. Set goals for yourself.
It all starts with you.
Bomb 8/09. Brief piecing 12/10. D-2/12 Two incredible kids D9,S6 Leading new life! “Success is not to be pursued; it is to be attracted by the person we become."