Should i pursue her after this or should i just drop
Karma, you have done a really good job of identifying things you need to work on, and you've made progress. That is great.
But I believe you need to step away from this for a while. Fully become the man YOU want to be. Live it, breathe it, be it. You'll know when you have arrived.
Then I believe it is time to ask this question. Then you'll know if that is even what you want.
Good luck man.
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