It is very hard not to focus on him and what he is doing or not doing. I can't help it! As much as I try to focus on me my mind always goes back to him. I sometimes wonder if he is as upset about us being apart as I am. Does he plan on working things out with me or not? He can't commit to saying "yes, we are working things out." Because he is scared that things will go back to how they used to be. He can see changes, he's told me so, but it isn't enough for me I guess.
He says he knows he doesn't want a divorce. So then why are we still apart?
"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack." ¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤
