I hope your Dr visit helps you feel better. I have found that when you let emotions control your life It leads to trouble sleeping, eating, getting run down, and ending up sick.
I have learned from this forum that it is important to take control of your own emotions and stop thinking about your WAS. It's really hard to force yourself to be positive and happy when all this is going on, but you have to do it. There will be times when you slip and let self-pity and fear rule you, but you need to keep fighting it. It will get better over time if you work at it.


Me 46 W 43
M 17
S 14
D 11
ILYB 9/2010
EA began July/August 2010 ?
PA began Nov/Dec 2010 ?
I began DB in Jan 2011
I filed 7/12/11
Kids and I moved out 7/30/11
I'm in it for the kids and me.